Monday, June 06, 2005
Weird Day Went to do project at Yishun. While on the way in the bus, an old lady sitting in front of me kept talking very loud ( something about her children). She doesn't seem to be talking to anyone, just facing the front and talk loudly and angrily. Checked her ear for ear-piece. Nope. So i thought she must be talking to the one beside her but was not facing her because she was angry with her.

It was after the woman beside her left the bus that I was sure the old lady was talking to herself all along. Non-stop. She must be lonely and had no one to talk to. Everyone was looking at her. Then she started talking to the bus driver pointing about with her umbrella, blocking the driver's view sometimes. Can tell he was quite irritated. I think I heard her asking the bus driver to stop as she wants to get down. We were on the expressway.

At Northpoint in Yishun, in the toilet, a man washed his thing after urining and left it dangling there for a while while he comb his hair. Then he keep it back and started smiling at me. I realise he wasn't smiling at me but at something down below. ( I wasn't urining). Looked at him and he just smiled. He went to urine again. Then smiled at me again. Feeling uneasy, I went inside the cubicle to hide. Then I come out. He was gone. A few seconds later he come out from a cubicle. Continue smiling at me. Then he went in to cubicle again. I went out of toilet. Saw him following behind. Called Shihan coz I am meeting him to go Ling Ling house. Forgot how to go. I was looking at the man when I called so maybe he thinks I am calling the police. He walked away.

Also in the toilet, I saw the man who 'borrowed' fifty cents from me in Tampinese while I was waiting for bus. Confirm + Gurantee Chop is him because he has an unique rapist face. I think he recognises me coz he looks a bit scared when he see me. Maybe coz I was giving him the stare.

Reached Ling Ling house. Got 4 other girls who are not part of project group. So total 6 girls and 2 boys. Did almost nothing at all for project. Then had dinner together in her house. Very Very weird feeling. Should be awkard. Sat beside Yvonne and got teased almost throughout the dinner. Think i am not the only one feeling awkard.

Though there's not much progress for the project, in fact there's a 'negative progress', Shihan and I left the house at around 7.30pm. Came at 3. Supposed to meet at 2 but we were late.

At Northpoint toilet. Saw another man washing his thing after urining. Maybe it's an in-thing to do that nowadays. Maybe.

Nearing White Sands on bus 39,I saw Kevin in his meridian shirt .He boarded the bus and when he saw me, he gave me the oh-shit face. Then another girl in meridian shirt followed after him. So..caught him with his girlfriend. No wonder that face.
Only caught a glance of Alicia, his girlfriend. Thought she looked ok. But it was only a glance.

He came to my seat and sat beside me, leaving her girlfriend sitting by herself at the front seat. Though I only saw her back, I can feel the curse-you-kevin aura coming out from her. ( Just my imagination) Anyway I plan not to have any girlfriends until my NS.

Thinking of cutting botak or at least a very short hair. Doubt I will cut botak. Dare not.
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